I have been neglecting this blog, and sooo much has gone on.
Zac and I separated.
He moved back to Utah. He demanded divorce papers.
So I sent them.
It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me, ever. I was crushed. I literally thought I would die. The pain was just too much. I didn't eat. I didn't sleep. I didn't care about anything.
Zac got the divorce papers.
He got them and realized what he was doing. He realized all he wanted was me and Koda. I asked him for the 14651564654 time to come home.
All of it was so terrible. However, it was bad for the greater good. Now Zac knows what he wants. We get along better than we ever have before. We stick together like glue (: and I love it.